Baru.

Kisah kedua bermula.

Alam ijazah di universiti teknologi mara shah alam telah dimulakan. 

Bukan physiotherapy tetapi landscape architechture yang disambung.

tak ke bengong tu.

dari physio ke bidang art and science ni

ibarat nak perlis tapi pergi naik kapal terbang ke sabah.

haha

tapi dah ini takdir.

aku lebih suka begini.

menemui orang baru yang tak tahu sejarah pasal aku.

ibarat kain putih di hadapan orang lain 

tetapi di belakangnya terdapat kotoran yang tidak mungkin dapt dihilangkan 

mahupun dicuci dengan clorox.

iya.

mungkin hilang sikit. sikit jelah.

apa apa pon. 

biar kan semua ini berakhir dengan aku memegang segulung ijazah. hiks.

Irony

I wish every friendship would be easy for me. 

We greet, shake hands, hangout, sharing stories, sharing pictures, be there for each other.

No hatred.

Just loving each other till end.

And don't screw up.

Or else...

"Walaupun kita tahu orang tu tak suka kita, manfaatkan diri kita, buat baik selagi boleh buat baik, sabar selagi boleh sabar, memberi selagi boleh memberi"

I may not be good. But I believe there is good in every people.

Walaupun sejahat jahat perompak, pembunuh, perogol.

Pasti ada kebaikan di dalam diri mereka. 

Cuma kebaikan itu masih belum bersinar.

Mungkin bukan pada waktu yang betul, di tempat yang betul.

Good

A good friend of mine said this to me :

"If those people are sincere enough, they will accept you as what you are, they may keep complaining about you, they may scold you often, they may reprimanded you every second as such all that you said and did were wrong but deep inside of their heart, they care about you, they are not forcing you to change, but if you change for goods, they will be the happiest ever"

Always believe in yourself, Allah always there for you.

Aku.

Mendiamkan diri.

itu yang selalu aku buat bila berada dikalangan rakan rakan.

menyampuk bila aku ada idea nak cakap apa.

diam seribu bahsa dan memerhati .

itu kerja aku.

seriously, 

susah bagi aku nak berkomunikasi dengan orang.

kalau duk berdua, memang boleh tak bercakap sampai dua hari.

kalau cakap pon setakat benda basic.

"weh, bangun"

"nak makan?"

"aku keluar tau"

dengan certain orang aku boleh lah bercakap lebih sikit dari tu. 

tak lebih.

sebab aku introvert.

lebih suka memendam.

tapi takde nak balas dendam.

cuma menghentam di twitter. haa.

Lovely Intermission

I've been really uninspired.
I think I need a miracle.

To be in love, I never really gave it all.
To be in love, I needed something more.

You're my lovely intermission.
You're the one that I've been waiting, waiting for you.

You're my lovely intermission.
I could feel that something is missing before I found you.
Before I found you.

Always been on my own.
I just wanna be alone. I just wanna be alone.

Never needed anyone.
To be in love, I used to think I have it all.
To be in love, I needed someone to adore.

You're my lovely intermission.
You're the one that I've been waiting, waiting for you.

You're my lovely intermission.
I could feel that something is missing before I found you.

Before I found you.

You're my lovely intermission. You're my lovely intermission.You're my lovely intermission.

Lights and Camera.

People do make mistake. Always do. And sometimes they repeat the same mistakes since no one understand them.

Tiada siapa yang dapat memahami mereka. Sebabnya mereka keseorangan. Tanpa ada kawan yang dapat berkongsi cerita mereka. Kesedihan mereka. Keperitan mereka. Kepahitan mereka melalui liku liku kehidupan.

Because they always being misjudge. Always be left behind. Always be alone.

Mungkin sebab mereka terlalu introvert. Terlalu menyendiri. Tidak mahu berkongsi. Tidak mahu mengenal erti sahabat. Apa yang dikenali hanyalah kawan.

Nobody cares if you heart is aching. Nobody if you want more. Nobody care at all, you cried the night before. Smiling like there nothing wrong, though deep down you feel so alone.

Okay.

Bravest Everything

Lovely, 

that is what you are to me.
I love when you strong, I love when you weak.

run and run and don't look back.
have no faith and I'll meet you there.